As I take breaks here and there at work and study half the time because I brought my books because I have finals coming up. My head feels like it's on an everlasting rollar coaster.
This is going to be one of random ass post because I just need to get my thoughts out in no order!
I miss my boyfriend like no other, but I wonder sometimes if he even cares. Does he care that we haven't seen each other? Does he understand I actually care about him and I miss him deeply? Why can't things be different? Ugh!!
Two. My roommate Adam. He aj ways thinks he's done something to piss me off. That's very rarely the case. He's an awesome friend, there are times I get frustrated or angry but come on now everyone needs there space. He's never royally pissed me off. I wish it would stop otherwise I'm going to expolde and then there will be a problem.
I have to move into Taylor Place in a few weeks and then starts my asu adventures. I'm nervous, and excited...but defiantly not thrilled. Schools already killing me, will this get any fucking easier?!
Will I ever spend my money on me or am I just going to keep drowning? Child support this bill, that bill, and that the other one. Like fuck!!!
I want a date night with my boyfriend. A stoner day with my roommate. A coma day for my brain and body. 2014 better be a better year.
I have three photoshoots coming up. A tattoo I need to get done. A wall I need to path and a floor I need to fix. Just fuck come on bro!!!!!
I have homework coming out my ass and test that haunt me. I do math equations in my sleep. You can find me studying math and business and bio at the club or bar. It's stupid. College is killer.
Plus there are certain people that don't like my job and base me off of it. I'm going to say this once, and once only. This is a job, something to put food on the table and pay my bills. I don't live the lifestyle like everyone else. I am way more intelligent than that. I mean it's whatever.
I'm just overwhelmed and I need a trip to Tempe town lake stat. With a nice bud light in hand and some great music. I need outta here to a peaceful spot. Chandler mall to study. Tempe town lake to people watch. Asu to study. South mountain to work out. Anywhere with grass, water, or trees...and beer don't forget beer.
Oh well. Back to the club now. Because it's so much fun.
& the club was hopin hopin!
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